homeschooling

 i have decided that i am going to be homeschooling my kids this year. this will be the last month will be their last month in regular school. the school system we have now is so fucked up and they are failing our kids more than they are helping them and even the teachers will tell you that as well. which is sad as hell because you would think they are getting a good education, and they aren't.         

    my family is against me when i have brought it up in the past and they told me i would be failing my kids and i would make them be the weird kids and all that and had nothing but all negative shit to say to me and it really got into my head and i kept my kids in school when i knew i didn't want to and i went against my gut feeling all because i kept never hearing the ending of how i would be making a bad choice so i decided to do what i wanted to do in the first place and just not tell them because at the end of the day they are my kids and what i pick to do for them in their lives is totally up to me. im tired of letting my family control me and dictate everything i do in life all because they don't think what i am doing is right even though what they have done wasn't right either they still did it. im tired of my family always looking down on me so therefore i won't be telling them about the kids being homeschooled because it isn't their business. i feel like my kids will grow and become amazing humans that they are already starting to become and i think that homeschooling for us is safer in the long run and will be more helpful since i know how my kids learn and there won't be 20 more kids trying to get attention to get help or distracting my kids from their learning because others can't control themselves. also let's not forget that 8 to 10 hours a day of school is just way too much for their little minds i don't understand why they try to push for such long days when homeschooling is literally only mandatory for up to 5 hours max that's it so why do public schools go for so long?? its overload for their minds and they tend to forget 95 percent of what they learn in that one day.