fake friends.

i don't understand a fake friend. like how can you sit there and vent about everything about your life, yet you cant take two minutes to even listen to what was going on in my life. why call me to tell me the same thing that happens every other day to you? why sit here and act like you could give two fucks about me or my life when you cant even listen to even my good news. youre fake that's why. you don't care about anyone but yourself. you always want to be in the center of all the attention no matter if you are playing the victim or if you are trying to gloat about something that happened in your life. you try and take steps forward to better your life and I support you and cheer you on one hundred percent. I was always by your side no matter what. I was the one that never missed a phone call text nothing. I tried to help you but yet when I did I was the bad guy. never your boyfriend who treated you like you were gum under his shoe. he abused you and threatened your life yet I was there to help you and yet when I told you to go to the cops or even report him you had millions of reasons not to. you finally left him and was turning back to your old self the happy girl I always new. then you take him back every time.. why? why do you do this to yourself?? because you want to die? because you like getting beat to get attention on facebook? because it isn't a cry for help because so many people try to help you yet you don't take the help you act fake and get mad and blame everyone else for everything that is happening to you. yet you are the one doing it to yourself. what do you think he is going to do to you when he finds out you fucked his friend? what are you waiting for till you are found dead the next time he puts his hands on you. yet you take him back after your free from him. you try and make everything sound like its something normal and its not normal its not one bit. its sad to think but I see me going to your funeral sooner than I should be going to it. and why should I go to it? you weren't a true friend to me yet I was one to you.. I don't think you really ever cared to be my  friend. you just cared about yourself and making sure you could talk about yourself to everyone and try and make them all feel sorry for you. I just wish you would see that you deserve a better life than you are giving yourself.