my blog

 when i first started this blog i really was going to use it as an escape and to vent about what i have been dealing with, and to maybe help with my mental health. back in 2021 my ex tried to kill me and i have been fighting with mental health issues even more than i was before this happened. i already was struggling with my bipolar and ptsd and having to raise two kids on my own with no friends or family. so i came on here to help vent and get off my chest some of things and i ddint think anyone would actually think that anyone would find these but come to my suprise people did. 

then i started to write stories abou things that have happened in my life and others lives that i del with on a daily basis i end up changing the names, so it hides there true idientiy because i dont want to expose anyone. but when i started to wrtie like that it brough back how much i forgot that i love to write. it is my esape from my reality and since it has helpoed me over come alot in the past year or two i am deciding to pick back up on writing and i am planning on writing a book that i have randomly been working on for the past month now. it has come along pretty well but still has far to come. i am going to start posting a new chapter every tuesday and thurdsay till the book is compeletly out. i use to write stories like this when i was back in school i use to wrtie all types of stories all the time and many of my teachers told me to never give up because i have potential but i never seen it so i gave up on myself. but now that i am trying to figure out how to be myself and not just a mom i have picked back up on my wriritng. i never knew i could miss something that gives me so much comfort and satisfaction writing and rereading it to see how far i have come. i truly cant wait for you all to read my book that i am working on. i know it wont be for everyone but for the ones that it is so thanks for supporting me and following me on his journey we have already imbarked on. 

i will also end up posting on other days about little stories that i am working on as well, but i havent decided yet just going to go wtht he flow and feel free to share my stories it would be doing me a great favor. love all of my supporters.