i have been dealing with this divorce and i have notice that when i am doing anything that pertains to it i start to get headaches. i sit here and smile and tell everyone i am fine but inside i am dying inside because i know that on certain days i have to see my abuser in person to get this divorce and i have to be in the same room as him and it kills me to know that he could possibly get my children outside out court supervised visits and its scary because i know he isn't a good father ever and he plays the victim roll when he was the one who stopped trying to be in his kids' lives and I've done everything for them so why do we have to suffer why can't he just go away and stay away like he would be doing us all a favor our kids don't even have a clue who he is so why is he trying to put a show on for the court all the sudden when we are going but hasn't tried to see them not once. it is pathetic and for his girlfriend when i catch her out in public all I'm saying is someone better pray for her because i am so sick of her running her mouth about me all the time and i don't even have social media anymore i am so sick of them all of them. and the sooner this divorce is over the better and i can not wait to move so they dont know where i live at all because they dont deserve to know. fuck them all stupid ass hatin ass cunts hell is too much of a luxury for them they need something worst than that worst than anyone would ever think of and i say its a life of misery and never being happy even in the after life nor in another life after that forever they deserve misery and to never be able to find happiness for how they suck dry everyone around them or any part of them. they have no remorse for anyone but themselves.
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my silly ex
the other week i had court for my divorce. i havent spoken to my ex in almost 2 years and before that was even rare that i spoke with him. well he go to court and him and his girlfriend come in there thinking their shit dont stink and like they have this in the bag. little do they realize i am ready for war over my kids.
but what gets me the most is he posted on social media calling me a bitch and saying that he hopes i get what i deserve and its kinda mind boggling to me since. i left him for cheating on me and trying to kill me in front our our children. but i am taking what he says with a grain of salt because for once i hope he is right. i hope i do get what i deserve and that is full custdoy of the children that he left and dint think twice about. so yes i do hope i get what i deserve and you geta reality check that hateful and evil people never truely win in the end and that i just have to keep pushing on and making the best life that i can.
why do i have to keep dealing with him when all he does is talk down on me and play the victim game. i will not keep letting you drag my name in the dirt and once all these legal issues are over with there will be hell to pay and i will voice my story and no one will keep me quiet. i am healed and ready to fight this war that has been overflowing in me for a long time