have you ever thought about having two lovers? ever wonder what it would be like? if jealousy would hold a big part in the whole relationship? well I have put a lot of thought into it and I have come up with the best way to have two and enjoy each one separately without making anyone jealous. you want to know how? well get ready and sit down because I am about to blow your mind away with this one.
it all started about a year ago when i got my first boyfriend. right there i knew that i was happy but i knew that just one person wasn't going to be able to make me happy after so long so from the start i kept hinting at an open relationship or a throuple. my boyfriend would talk about the idea and say he didn't know how he felt about them till i made him go into why and he couldn't come up with an answer soon enough i had convinced him that if he truly loved me and wanted me to be happy, he would do this for me and if he wanted to do the same i was more than ok with it. you have to have a lot of trust to be able to do this though it isn't for the faint of heart. and if you think you can do this and hide who you are fucking behind your boyfriend or girlfriends back than it will never work out. trust me i know I've done that before in a different relationship.
you see i try to mold the perfect boyfriend someone who lets me be happy with what i want in life and doesn't try to change me for who i am because they liked something different when we started dating. i will fully tell you when you are in the wrong and i will forever tell when i am interested in someone else and i will be up front on my feelings and i want you to do the same. don't think that your feelings aren't valid and if you don't agree to something doesn't mean we can't talk about it and come up with some common ground and figure out a game plan because we are a team at the end of the day and we work together not against each other.
if you are honest with what you want from the beginning than it shouldn't come to a Suprise to your partner when you tell them what you are wanting to do and your needs i have even expressed to my boyfriend that i would like to talk to multiple people but only fuck him and one other person all for the fact that i love the attention i am receiving. if i am just with one person i dont feel like they can give me enough attention that i need so i like other men to shower me with gifts and money and lift me up by telling me all the things i am or what i can be. yes a big part of this is because i do suffer from bipolar and there are studies showing that they will never be able to work out in a normal relationship because all the reassurance i ask for gets to be to much for just one person and then tend to push away so therefore i get my reassurance from others who make me feel so good about myself i get so horny and it makes me want to fuck everything and that's when i go to my boyfriend and he gets the benefits of other people hyping me up the way he cant and if i want to fuck my other partner i will but i am going to be trying to fuck all of them very soon.
p.s. this is all plot twist some is true and some isnt if you have questions feel free to ask me.
